Dear baby boy,

Hey there buddy, you have been on my heart a lot lately...It scared me when your RR profile was updated & I heard you aren't doing well.  I wish I could be there for you to love on you & care for you. I wish you had a family to bring you home. The HUGE difference in you updated picture...from the one I fell in love with.  I love your smile, you looked so happy!  Don't lose hope sweet boy.  Your mommy is out there, & always remember that the best daddy that you could ever have is with you everyday...Jesus.  He loves you no matter what & is hold you in His arms.  If only I could say these words to you in person. Just know that I love you regardless.

"mommy" loves you Xander. Keep on shinning!